1. (:

    you know. the whole world can say im selfish. but you cant. yesterday, i cried the hardest. i finally knew how you look upon me this one year and two months. you said you never blame me, and in the end, you said you blamed me from the start. i cried. i say i know that you will blame yourself, and you said i dont know you. cried harder. you say i am a very selfish girl, only thought for myself, never thought of you. cried harder and harder. you said your sister hate me already and i guessed, no one love me anymore. you said the diary i wrote for fun, while it’s not. it hurts. i didnt want anyone to pity me. i just want to let you know your words hurt me very badly. yesterday was the worst day when we quarreled. (: i finally know how you see me from the start. i know. im sorry to bring you troubles and burden. haha. i guess, i am losing faith in myself towards you. and soon, you will lose faith in me. (: